Play? Pause? or Rewind?
If only could I record my whole life from my birth to the very present, would I mourn the losses in repeat or binge memories for their essence? Would I create a time lapse of me growing from an infant to a teen? Or would I run in slow motion, the wonderful smiles that I've seen? Would I cut out the parts in between filled with sorrow, agony and pain? Or would I let it be and witness them making me the "me" without refrain? Would I rewind back the tape and jump back to my innocent childhood? and would I pause back when I reached the peak of the slide and felt good? Would I run through my marksheets as everyone deemed it important? or Would I look at the memories I made in the backbench, whole-hearted? Would I fast forward my present to see where my tombstone lies? Or would I just leave things to destiny and give myself a bit of a suprise? But when I retrospect about all this It's better off the way life already is because it's b
